english 10gofuckyourself

so i am bitter because i am in fucking english 102. a 5 week summer class. so that means 4 days a week for 2 hours in the middle of the stupid day. ARRRGGGHHH. this is what i say every day in numerous text messages while sitting in this stupid class. let me tell you why it is so fucking stupid.

ok so the teacher is not any good at teaching. it is kinda sad because i can tell she wants to be all dead poets society and be all inspirational and shit but it comes across as just fucking annoying. first of all she has no idea how to command respect so everyone is online (we are in the computer lab) while she is talking and every so often she'll say, "um, could you please not do that right now because i really don't want you guys to miss anything meep meep meep...." trailing off nervously.

it is hard to witness. so i try to pretend to listen because i kinda feel sorry for her but then she starts trying to start discussions and interjects her political beliefs and brings up really annoying controversial shit and then the ex-marine tattooed guy who i thought was cute until he became a total i know everything type guy has to pipe up to set her straight and then the fucking big religious chick has to put in her 2 cents and talk about the bible this and the bible that and one time in the bible....blablabblabalabalbaabla.

and i sit there and clench my face until it hurts and try to space out but all i can think of is what a waste of time and money and energy and how mad i am because i am there. because the worst part is that i am halfway thru nursing school and then they are all hey you don't have english 102 you need to take it to graduate and i'm like are you kidding me i have already written 3976449 papers i took english 8 fucking years ago?!?!

AND she puts us in FUCKING GROUPS every day and jeezus gah we have to sit there and discuss shit that we read and then announce what we came up with to the class. so today in my group i decide that i am not going to make the first move and speak up and have to do all the talking in my stupid little group so i wait and look at the 3 other people and they are just sitting there all nervous or something not wanting to talk to anyone so i decide to see how long it will last. 5 minutes later i can't take it anymore and say "SO, what do you guys think?" ugh and it is like this EVERY DAY.