i don't think my ionic air purifier is working

i know you think you're hurting me
i could hear it in your voice and imagine it in your eyes
but what you don't know is that it's already been done
it started long ago and
let me just tell you that the way i've hurt myself is far greater and much deeper than i'd ever let you get

honey it's just a tear in the skin
you won't even notice the scar
but oh
it's the internal bleed
and the apathy i just can't shake